UnSespecting Kisses

Spurred from an actual event... who really wants to know the story behind it? Too bad, don't care to share.

5.25.07

Fairy ATC

These Artist Trading Cards I made for Swap-Bot, but I have them now because some bitch kicked me out of the swap because she didn't like my art... anyway. They are done ONLY with black pen, and NAIL POLISH, shiney huh? You like?

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The Blank Look Everyone Who Knows Me Recieves...

This is a Monocromatic painting of me, too big to scan soI have to give you the draft... It was done in a Green color. Apparently everyone wants to steal it... I have no idea why, I'm pretty ugly to begin with -_- ....

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Jesse-Bean

This was a quick sketch of one of my BESTEST friends Jesse Miller... It's actually a drawing of a picture I took on a "photo shoot" I made for him, because he can't stay still or without touching his dick for three seconds! Lol, well he's prettier then this in real life! Keep dreaming ladies -- he's a playah!

December 16, 2006

Bleeding Moon

This is another UNFINISHED picture I started when Eric first left me... I put a guestamated date on it from when I last worked on it.... The Bleeding Moon symbolizes everything.

October 25, 2006

Every Single Word You Say, Tares At Her Every Which Way...

This is unfinished, has been since my best friend decided he didn't want to be my friend anymore over another female... I miss him, I really do -- in the process of pushing me away, he left a hole that eventually filled with everyone else's hurtful words. The words cut into the drawing's skin... those words bleeding down through my body... Enjoy your new life Jon.

October 4th, 2005

The Walls I'm Trapped Within

I know it looks messed up, but its actually straight, just my scanner sucks... I think this is really kool, and if I was trapped this would be what the world would look like... My own confusion...

Nov. 29, 2006

Something Missing

I drew this a LONG LONG time ago... I don't remember much about it, it just is unfinished.

2006-07

In The SunShine

The only thing I can draw latelly is people kissing... Not because of me and my lover (who drives me 'daisy'!) But because... well, it's just a practiced drawing of late and it's just so easy to draw. This I did out of pure bordom watching Pan's Labrynth with Mr.Barrett, Hannah, Val, Oriana, Jen, Gabby, and her boyfriend Jesse-Bean.

5.25.7

Gackt

This I did for Art Class.... quite dumb, but surrealistic.

2007

Forced To Love

Searching for a release, and I've descovered a weakness...
Being a puppet on 6 strings....
Commands to a slave, with no moral - no choice...
And still in the darkness...
The puppet can cry...
The only thing left...
She has before she'll die...

Feb. 6, 2007

My most recent drawing I believe

Cut Me Open, Bleed Me Dry, Hand You My Heart, Fall And Die...

I gave my heart to you... You broke it into pieces, and tossed it in a box... Now I can't get it back.

Nov. 29, 2006

My Malice

I suppose... This is what I look like inside NOW... isn't it...?

Nov. 13, 2006

Hope

This, I did in study-hall a LONG time ago, I recently found a bunch of drawings under my bed that I don't even remember doing! ACK! Imagine that! Lol, anywho... I was having too much fun with the multicolored pen I stoled from Jessica! HAH! My pen!!!

Nov. 13, 2006

The Ones You Choose To Forget... Always Haunt You.

Tamsin, Azure, Koala, Cam, Peerty.... Just some of the things I wish I could forget.

Jan. 25, 2007

Butterfly Thorns

A tattoo I did for Taylor's back, and I tottally luff it; I wouldn't mind getting it! LUV U TAY!!! Have fun with the needle at the shop! XD DAH! Ow... "Thots gooing to hert"

Jan. 24, 2007

The Last GoodBye

" He said goodbye to me forever. The last thing he said was, "I'll see you tomarrow, love you" and then I left the hospital and I came back the next day to an empty bed. I'm sorry baby, I couldn't see you. "
These pictures were all drawn from actual pictures of me and Cameron, and his actual grave stone fro where I laid a rose. And I'm sorry that all I said before he got to see me ever again was 'Ditto'...

Nov. 2006

R.I.P

Cameron Stone(er)

June 14, 1989 - Nov. 7, 2006

"The thing about love stories, is there will always be...one...last...page."

The Truth Behind The Pleasure

Friends is a funny word - a 3 letter word... END

Nov. 2006

Perpetual Covent

A bookcover I drew for the book I'm working on about the Roman Soldier that stabbed Jesus and is damned to walk the earth till the apocolypsies. And yeah, I might change it up a bit, add in some damned angels and dark creatures but I'm deciding gainst that right now. This picture isn't my favorite even though it's the best I've EVER done in my life. But yah know... Maybe I find it a bit boring. Took me more than 3 hours! GEESH!

Nov. 7, 2006

Glass Tears From A Shattered Heart

A picture I drew the day before my birthday... I was bored, I was tired, I was irratated - and wanting.

Nov. 5, 2006

Hearts For Baby C.

This I did a long while ago... You can see I got very bored, he kept making fun of me for it XD lol but I suppose I deserve the mockery. Hey babeh, do I get a kissy for doing such a good job on it? n_n YAYE!

Tear My Heart Open, And Sew Myself Shut

You said you loved me,
Forever and on -
But your love it faded,
Like a worn out song.
And your voice it cracked,
As you tried to 'hack';
To a heart that didn't support -
The facts...
You snipped,
You cleaved;
You tried your best,
To make me bleed.
And now you cut my heart out,
You left alone;
With nothing but pieces -
That need to be sewn.
A couple days later,
HE came back in,
And you weren't there to stop him,
From sewing it back in.
You're paranoid of truth,
Of what you can not deny -
The truth is inside,
That its apparent you want me to die.
And still, in these moments,
He sewed my heart back in;
And told me he loved me -
That it was a sin.
To be loved by you,
It snipped and it cleaved -
Now you have...
Nothing left to leave.
You can't rip his seams,
He's sewn them too deep.
And what of this pleasure -
The benifits to wreek.
And you'll stand back with scissors,
A scowl on your brow above,
Cuz you couldn't cut out -
His and mine's love.

I wrote this today, drew this today... and it symbolizes something very deep. Only one person (whom I tell everything to) knows exactly what this means and the exact thing of which I recall. I love you Cam.... Thanks for holding him back.

Oct. 25, 2006

P.S. To Someone Special... "I'm cutting out your memory."

Thinking About Him

This is a picture I drew a while ago in English... bored... i guess.

Sept. 15, 2006

He Doesn't Know...

"He doesn't know..."
This is the second run off in line to the 'It's Not His'
Thinking about the future it comes to mind --
"I miss him so."

Sept. 28, 2006

It's Not His... I wish it were.

~No comment~

Sept. 2006

Cristian

This is a new character I have picked to add to my furries. He's fiesty and has a very high sex drive and mates are a black fox (male) I am curently working on and a female the same color pelt as him... He's a smoker as you can see, and a hardass...

Sept 12, 2006

You Can't Afford THIS

I drew this out of bordom like a long time ago... never uh... got arround to scanning the whole set of these particular furries...

Sept. 2006

Not What I Was Looking For...

This was ment to be James and mewah but it's crappy and fits neaither of our descriptions... making out! SEX!!! No, lol you wish! Anyway - I hope you enjoy my favorite picture of the month!

Aug. 31, 2006

BallRoom Moments

Another one ment to be a series... again, I got VERY lazy and didnt finish with my usual every little itty bitty detail. This is a very nice picture... if it was drawn better! XD

Aug. 30, 2006

Master's Ragdoll

There was suppose to be strings connected to her and a man next to her guiding her every move, but I got lazy latelly and don't really finish any of my pictures. So you're just gonna have to use your imagination!

Aug. 27, 2006

Tree Of Aging Sins

Yes, creepy. And yes, I love it. If I was a great artist like Johnathan Strautmen this would be a great picture. I luff it, but it could've been better... especially without the girl.

6. 20. 6

Genteil

I got... a little bored watching people swim!!!

6. 20. 6

Truth & Feeling

You'll have to forgive me... All the recently updated pictures aren't even close to in order!!! This picture... is me, and true to the core.

Aug. 5, 2006

Breif Moments

My attempt was to make these little chibis of Azure and Tam but I never got around to it... I barelly have time for anything now.

July 23, 2006

Dancing In The Wind

Sorry guys... I'm on vacation so this is a picture after a LONG time of not drawing so Im super rusty! EAK! But I drew this for a new pen-pal in Alaska ;) yup, anyway I think its cute and Ive been trying to draw this idea for a year and finally got it! YAYE! N E way... Vaction picture!!!

July 25, 2006

Lust To Passion... Passion To Gaze... Gaze, To --

A little picture I've been working on for more than 3 months. Decided to finish it last night at midnight basically 1AM though; came out better then I feared! Tamsin is gorgious in this one an I could just rape! Yes rape! But that's probably not the best idea I've had all week. If you're one of the few that look for detail, Azure has 2 new piercings and I bet you can't fine em' and if you do without my help ;P I'll draw yah' somthin' fer free of your choice! Hah! Azure's net stockings also have fallen oooo because one of the suspender-holer-uper-thingy broke. Rose tattoo on her boob as usual, but Tam is not as buff and Azure nose so tiny XD; I love this picture to death, kinky, passionate and sweet-ness all at once! n.n Catch a glance, CHA! You can tell they had to wrestle! HAY! Guess who won!? o.O hehe I also like the shading job I did this time...
For ~ Tamsin

2006

Fallen Angel

A pic I lost a while ago an unfinished... But vury beautiful!

2006

Merry Christmas!

I drew this last X-Mas an I was going to give it to Eric but I lost it x.x ack but its cute! Sexy 'XXX' Mas!

2006

Theripudic Chain Of Events - Tam

Okies, drew it cuz I was bored. Pretty! o.O

2006

Theripudic Chain Of Events - Azure

Ok... not the best in the world...

2006

Locked In A Still Gaze

Another one of Tamsin & Azure but they're in formal wear, I know... boring...

2006

Thinking Of You

Yeah, I did it a LONG time ago... Sooooo, I'm lazy =P Its STILL not finished, I need to color the blood dripping from the rose. I guess it signifies bleeding love o.O I have no clue why I drew it or what I was thinking about when I did it but ok! Hope ta Tamsin enjoys...

2006

Theripudic Chain Of Events - 2 Incapcinated Shadows In The Mind

Rawr! Mew... e.e Eak ok - I'm not going to say anything about what was going through my mind when I drew this cuz some of us do not share the same fantasies XD Thank God... o.O I bet like those perfect little christian familys have fantasies about God giving them a stone tablet with concent to make a baby - and even then, they're afraid they'll ruin the sheets... Happy Hump Day Eric!

(I bet you don't even know what it intailes XD )

2006

Tamsin Furry

Hehe, um - kinda messed up on his hair doe - hope that doesn't screw up ta whole thing... GIR! And I'm not completely finished with the whole thing. Id'e he suuu pretty, I know - Just wanna give him a huge hug! um... Happy V-Day Eric....? o.O Ok.... Late messed up drawing... kool - bye now O.O

2006

Theripudic Chain Of Events - 1 Behind Closed Doors

I started drawing this right before V-day... I was gonna give it to Eric but I wasn'tquite sure if he'd like it. And well sumn else wanted it real bad and tossed 30 bucks at my feet and ran out my door with it... I mean, honestly. I REALLY had no clue what to do with it, it took me like 3 days though, probably cuz I only worked on it fer like 15 minutes each day XD I told you I was lazy... Tis ish Azure an Tamsin XP and I only know of 2 ppl who know who they really are.... FURRIES... yiff *cough* yiffy...

2006

Tears For Every Turn Down

Um, yeah - this is suppose to be of Cameron, but it don't look a bit like him, except for the birth mark on the cheek XD Yeah, this was when I muted myself and Fran 3wayed him and got how he really felt, he cried! O.O I felt bad so I drew a picture... Oh well, I did a "marry me" ring by my signature because I've turned him down about 53 times.... What a shame.

2006

Locket-ed Tears

I drew this a hile ago, I was really depressed fer some reason. Latelly I've been suspending myself from school pretty much every other week, and at the time I was in this real big snag with my friends. When I was in like 6th grade my bestest friend ever Emily Jones pushed me away when she moved and it hurt real bad, I promised Id never do it to anyone myself, but I did it to Cameron and I can't remember exactly why but sumn over sexual harassment and lying about going out with me to the whole school and such and so he made me feel really bad, and I can't rememeber how he did it, but it hurt. Turns out they were all just fucking rumors. I like tis' picey, da arm ish bleeding an i drew a lil bloody razor by my signature... It was suppose to be of me but shhh u dont know that!

2006

Azure Furry

Ok, I have established a um, new and most likely final layout for my furry character! YAYE! Cha cha cha... I like it, and OMG get this, Chelsea-Bean said it looks like me minus the ears and tail... o.O a lil weird... I don't stare into the mirror that much... BLOODY MARRY X's 99!!! I havn't gotten on so the ones above these are a few months late... IM LAZY!

2006