The Walls I'm Trapped Within

I know it looks messed up, but its actually straight, just my scanner sucks... I think this is really kool, and if I was trapped this would be what the world would look like... My own confusion...

Nov. 29, 2006

Something Missing

I drew this a LONG LONG time ago... I don't remember much about it, it just is unfinished.

2006-07

In The SunShine

The only thing I can draw latelly is people kissing... Not because of me and my lover (who drives me 'daisy'!) But because... well, it's just a practiced drawing of late and it's just so easy to draw. This I did out of pure bordom watching Pan's Labrynth with Mr.Barrett, Hannah, Val, Oriana, Jen, Gabby, and her boyfriend Jesse-Bean.

5.25.7

Gackt

This I did for Art Class.... quite dumb, but surrealistic.

2007

Forced To Love

Searching for a release, and I've descovered a weakness...
Being a puppet on 6 strings....
Commands to a slave, with no moral - no choice...
And still in the darkness...
The puppet can cry...
The only thing left...
She has before she'll die...

Feb. 6, 2007

My most recent drawing I believe

Cut Me Open, Bleed Me Dry, Hand You My Heart, Fall And Die...

I gave my heart to you... You broke it into pieces, and tossed it in a box... Now I can't get it back.

Nov. 29, 2006

My Malice

I suppose... This is what I look like inside NOW... isn't it...?

Nov. 13, 2006

Hope

This, I did in study-hall a LONG time ago, I recently found a bunch of drawings under my bed that I don't even remember doing! ACK! Imagine that! Lol, anywho... I was having too much fun with the multicolored pen I stoled from Jessica! HAH! My pen!!!

Nov. 13, 2006

The Ones You Choose To Forget... Always Haunt You.

Tamsin, Azure, Koala, Cam, Peerty.... Just some of the things I wish I could forget.

Jan. 25, 2007

Butterfly Thorns

A tattoo I did for Taylor's back, and I tottally luff it; I wouldn't mind getting it! LUV U TAY!!! Have fun with the needle at the shop! XD DAH! Ow... "Thots gooing to hert"

Jan. 24, 2007

The Last GoodBye

" He said goodbye to me forever. The last thing he said was, "I'll see you tomarrow, love you" and then I left the hospital and I came back the next day to an empty bed. I'm sorry baby, I couldn't see you. "
These pictures were all drawn from actual pictures of me and Cameron, and his actual grave stone fro where I laid a rose. And I'm sorry that all I said before he got to see me ever again was 'Ditto'...

Nov. 2006

R.I.P

Cameron Stone(er)

June 14, 1989 - Nov. 7, 2006

"The thing about love stories, is there will always be...one...last...page."

The Truth Behind The Pleasure

Friends is a funny word - a 3 letter word... END

Nov. 2006

Perpetual Covent

A bookcover I drew for the book I'm working on about the Roman Soldier that stabbed Jesus and is damned to walk the earth till the apocolypsies. And yeah, I might change it up a bit, add in some damned angels and dark creatures but I'm deciding gainst that right now. This picture isn't my favorite even though it's the best I've EVER done in my life. But yah know... Maybe I find it a bit boring. Took me more than 3 hours! GEESH!

Nov. 7, 2006

Glass Tears From A Shattered Heart

A picture I drew the day before my birthday... I was bored, I was tired, I was irratated - and wanting.

Nov. 5, 2006

Hearts For Baby C.

This I did a long while ago... You can see I got very bored, he kept making fun of me for it XD lol but I suppose I deserve the mockery. Hey babeh, do I get a kissy for doing such a good job on it? n_n YAYE!

Tear My Heart Open, And Sew Myself Shut

You said you loved me,
Forever and on -
But your love it faded,
Like a worn out song.
And your voice it cracked,
As you tried to 'hack';
To a heart that didn't support -
The facts...
You snipped,
You cleaved;
You tried your best,
To make me bleed.
And now you cut my heart out,
You left alone;
With nothing but pieces -
That need to be sewn.
A couple days later,
HE came back in,
And you weren't there to stop him,
From sewing it back in.
You're paranoid of truth,
Of what you can not deny -
The truth is inside,
That its apparent you want me to die.
And still, in these moments,
He sewed my heart back in;
And told me he loved me -
That it was a sin.
To be loved by you,
It snipped and it cleaved -
Now you have...
Nothing left to leave.
You can't rip his seams,
He's sewn them too deep.
And what of this pleasure -
The benifits to wreek.
And you'll stand back with scissors,
A scowl on your brow above,
Cuz you couldn't cut out -
His and mine's love.

I wrote this today, drew this today... and it symbolizes something very deep. Only one person (whom I tell everything to) knows exactly what this means and the exact thing of which I recall. I love you Cam.... Thanks for holding him back.

Oct. 25, 2006

P.S. To Someone Special... "I'm cutting out your memory."

Thinking About Him

This is a picture I drew a while ago in English... bored... i guess.

Sept. 15, 2006

He Doesn't Know...

"He doesn't know..."
This is the second run off in line to the 'It's Not His'
Thinking about the future it comes to mind --
"I miss him so."

Sept. 28, 2006

It's Not His... I wish it were.

~No comment~

Sept. 2006

Cristian

This is a new character I have picked to add to my furries. He's fiesty and has a very high sex drive and mates are a black fox (male) I am curently working on and a female the same color pelt as him... He's a smoker as you can see, and a hardass...

Sept 12, 2006