The Last GoodBye

" He said goodbye to me forever. The last thing he said was, "I'll see you tomarrow, love you" and then I left the hospital and I came back the next day to an empty bed. I'm sorry baby, I couldn't see you. "
These pictures were all drawn from actual pictures of me and Cameron, and his actual grave stone fro where I laid a rose. And I'm sorry that all I said before he got to see me ever again was 'Ditto'...

Nov. 2006

R.I.P

Cameron Stone(er)

June 14, 1989 - Nov. 7, 2006

"The thing about love stories, is there will always be...one...last...page."

The Truth Behind The Pleasure

Friends is a funny word - a 3 letter word... END

Nov. 2006

Perpetual Covent

A bookcover I drew for the book I'm working on about the Roman Soldier that stabbed Jesus and is damned to walk the earth till the apocolypsies. And yeah, I might change it up a bit, add in some damned angels and dark creatures but I'm deciding gainst that right now. This picture isn't my favorite even though it's the best I've EVER done in my life. But yah know... Maybe I find it a bit boring. Took me more than 3 hours! GEESH!

Nov. 7, 2006

Glass Tears From A Shattered Heart

A picture I drew the day before my birthday... I was bored, I was tired, I was irratated - and wanting.

Nov. 5, 2006

Hearts For Baby C.

This I did a long while ago... You can see I got very bored, he kept making fun of me for it XD lol but I suppose I deserve the mockery. Hey babeh, do I get a kissy for doing such a good job on it? n_n YAYE!

Tear My Heart Open, And Sew Myself Shut

You said you loved me,
Forever and on -
But your love it faded,
Like a worn out song.
And your voice it cracked,
As you tried to 'hack';
To a heart that didn't support -
The facts...
You snipped,
You cleaved;
You tried your best,
To make me bleed.
And now you cut my heart out,
You left alone;
With nothing but pieces -
That need to be sewn.
A couple days later,
HE came back in,
And you weren't there to stop him,
From sewing it back in.
You're paranoid of truth,
Of what you can not deny -
The truth is inside,
That its apparent you want me to die.
And still, in these moments,
He sewed my heart back in;
And told me he loved me -
That it was a sin.
To be loved by you,
It snipped and it cleaved -
Now you have...
Nothing left to leave.
You can't rip his seams,
He's sewn them too deep.
And what of this pleasure -
The benifits to wreek.
And you'll stand back with scissors,
A scowl on your brow above,
Cuz you couldn't cut out -
His and mine's love.

I wrote this today, drew this today... and it symbolizes something very deep. Only one person (whom I tell everything to) knows exactly what this means and the exact thing of which I recall. I love you Cam.... Thanks for holding him back.

Oct. 25, 2006

P.S. To Someone Special... "I'm cutting out your memory."

Thinking About Him

This is a picture I drew a while ago in English... bored... i guess.

Sept. 15, 2006

He Doesn't Know...

"He doesn't know..."
This is the second run off in line to the 'It's Not His'
Thinking about the future it comes to mind --
"I miss him so."

Sept. 28, 2006

It's Not His... I wish it were.

~No comment~

Sept. 2006

Cristian

This is a new character I have picked to add to my furries. He's fiesty and has a very high sex drive and mates are a black fox (male) I am curently working on and a female the same color pelt as him... He's a smoker as you can see, and a hardass...

Sept 12, 2006

You Can't Afford THIS

I drew this out of bordom like a long time ago... never uh... got arround to scanning the whole set of these particular furries...

Sept. 2006

Not What I Was Looking For...

This was ment to be James and mewah but it's crappy and fits neaither of our descriptions... making out! SEX!!! No, lol you wish! Anyway - I hope you enjoy my favorite picture of the month!

Aug. 31, 2006

BallRoom Moments

Another one ment to be a series... again, I got VERY lazy and didnt finish with my usual every little itty bitty detail. This is a very nice picture... if it was drawn better! XD

Aug. 30, 2006

Master's Ragdoll

There was suppose to be strings connected to her and a man next to her guiding her every move, but I got lazy latelly and don't really finish any of my pictures. So you're just gonna have to use your imagination!

Aug. 27, 2006

Tree Of Aging Sins

Yes, creepy. And yes, I love it. If I was a great artist like Johnathan Strautmen this would be a great picture. I luff it, but it could've been better... especially without the girl.

6. 20. 6

Genteil

I got... a little bored watching people swim!!!

6. 20. 6

Truth & Feeling

You'll have to forgive me... All the recently updated pictures aren't even close to in order!!! This picture... is me, and true to the core.

Aug. 5, 2006

Breif Moments

My attempt was to make these little chibis of Azure and Tam but I never got around to it... I barelly have time for anything now.

July 23, 2006

Dancing In The Wind

Sorry guys... I'm on vacation so this is a picture after a LONG time of not drawing so Im super rusty! EAK! But I drew this for a new pen-pal in Alaska ;) yup, anyway I think its cute and Ive been trying to draw this idea for a year and finally got it! YAYE! N E way... Vaction picture!!!

July 25, 2006

Lust To Passion... Passion To Gaze... Gaze, To --

A little picture I've been working on for more than 3 months. Decided to finish it last night at midnight basically 1AM though; came out better then I feared! Tamsin is gorgious in this one an I could just rape! Yes rape! But that's probably not the best idea I've had all week. If you're one of the few that look for detail, Azure has 2 new piercings and I bet you can't fine em' and if you do without my help ;P I'll draw yah' somthin' fer free of your choice! Hah! Azure's net stockings also have fallen oooo because one of the suspender-holer-uper-thingy broke. Rose tattoo on her boob as usual, but Tam is not as buff and Azure nose so tiny XD; I love this picture to death, kinky, passionate and sweet-ness all at once! n.n Catch a glance, CHA! You can tell they had to wrestle! HAY! Guess who won!? o.O hehe I also like the shading job I did this time...
For ~ Tamsin

2006